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Chapter 1: The Weight of Expectations

Mysore woke up to another warm morning, its air filled with the mingling fragrances of jasmine, incense, and fresh filter coffee. In the modest Deshmukh household, the melody of an old Kannada lullaby hummed softly through the corridors, carried by Guruji's low voice. Akshara stirred in her bed, blinking against the sunlight that seeped through the gaps in the wooden shutters.

Her father’s humming tugged at her heart, a reminder of her mother, Nalini. That lullaby had been her mother’s nightly gift, a thread that connected their lives even now, a year after her passing. The melancholy in Guruji's voice mirrored the ache in Akshara's heart, a pain that had not faded but merely settled into the rhythm of her days.

Downstairs, breakfast was a quiet affair. Plates clinked softly as Guruji poured steaming coffee into steel tumblers. He glanced at Akshara briefly. "After breakfast, come to the studio," he said. His voice was measured, but Akshara could sense his unspoken expectations.

"Yes, Appa," she replied, picking at her idli.

The Deshmukh family’s small dance studio was adjacent to their home, a space sacred to Guruji and his ancestors. The polished wooden floors gleamed in the morning light that filtered through the high windows. Guruji was already warming up, his movements precise, his body still fluid despite his age. Akshara lingered in the doorway for a moment, watching her father.

"Today, Akshara, we focus on the Alarippu," Guruji said, his tone both commanding and gentle.

Akshara stepped forward, adjusting the pleats of her practice saree. She tied her ghungroos tightly around her ankles and took her place. As the mridangam's rhythm filled the room, Akshara let her body fall into the familiar sequence of movements. Her feet tapped in perfect synchrony with the beats, her hands tracing graceful arcs in the air.

Guruji watched intently, his gaze critical yet proud. "Straighten your spine," he said. "Energy flows upward; you’re letting it sag."

She corrected herself instantly, his words a steady drumbeat in her mind. Her father’s passion for Bharatanatyam was unwavering, and he demanded the same of her. But as her body moved, her mind wandered.

She thought of her mother – the gentle encouragement in her eyes, the way she had balanced tradition with warmth. Nalini had been her guide and her confidante. Without her, life felt heavier, like carrying the weight of two lives at once. Guruji never spoke of Nalini during lessons, but Akshara could sense her absence in the unspoken moments, in his lingering glances.

When the lesson ended, Akshara was drenched in sweat but reluctant to stop. She stayed behind to help Guruji tidy the studio, her hands finding comfort in the routine. Yet, even as they worked, a strange sensation prickled the back of her neck – as though someone was watching her. She turned toward the windows, but they revealed only the swaying branches of the neem tree.

"Is something wrong?" Guruji asked, noticing her hesitation.

"No, nothing," she replied quickly, shaking off the feeling.

That evening, Akshara found herself at her aunt’s house for a family gathering. The aroma of ghee-laden sweets and the chatter of relatives filled the air. Seated among aunts and cousins, Akshara smiled politely, but her mind was elsewhere.

Her cousin's upcoming wedding dominated the conversation, and soon enough, the topic veered toward Akshara's future.

"Akshara, you're 22 now," her aunt began, her tone half-teasing, half-serious. "Time to settle down, don't you think?"

Akshara forced a smile, though her insides churned. "I’m focusing on dance right now, Auntji," she said, trying to sound lighthearted.

Her aunt’s expression shifted, skepticism replacing the earlier humor. "Dance is a hobby, Akshara. Marriage is a responsibility. You can’t put it off forever."

The words stung more than Akshara cared to admit. For a fleeting moment, she wanted to snap back, to tell her aunt that she wasn’t a doll to be traded off. But she swallowed her frustration. It was easier to avoid conflict, to nod and let the moment pass.

As the evening wore on, Akshara's patience thinned. The clamor of voices, the intrusive questions, the unspoken expectations – they weighed on her like chains. Finally, she excused herself, claiming exhaustion.

The cool night air was a relief as she stepped outside. The streets of Mysore were quieter now, bathed in the soft glow of streetlights. She walked home slowly, savoring the rare moment of solitude. For the first time that day, she felt a hint of freedom.

But as she turned onto a narrow lane near her house, she froze. A figure stepped out of the shadows.

"Hello, Akshara," a low, husky voice greeted her.

Her heart raced as she turned to face the stranger. The moonlight revealed his sharp features – a lean face, piercing eyes that seemed to glint with a mix of confidence and mystery.

"Who are you?" Akshara demanded, her voice steady despite her quickening pulse.

The man smiled, his expression enigmatic. "I'm someone who's been waiting for you," he said.

Akshara's breath caught. "Waiting for me? How do you know me?"

He stepped closer, his movements deliberate but not threatening.

"My name is Raj," he said, his voice carrying a strange calmness. "And I’m here to change your life."

The words hung in the air like a spell. Akshara’s mind raced. Who was this man? What did he want from her?

"Change my life?" she echoed, trying to decipher his intent.

Raj’s gaze didn’t waver. "Yes. But how – that’s for you to discover."

Before Akshara could respond, Raj turned and walked away, disappearing into the night as quickly as he had appeared.

She stood rooted to the spot, her thoughts a chaotic swirl. His words replayed in her mind, a mix of intrigue and unease.

What did he mean?

Was it a promise or a threat?

As she finally made her way home, one thing was certain: her life, tethered so firmly to tradition and expectations, had just been touched by the unknown.

Only time would reveal what Raj’s arrival truly signified.

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